10:24 PM
=/ lousy days, lousy hours spent. everyday is a lousy day. i really wanna get out of all these but how? for god damn sake tell me how. i cant stand it anymore. we are always blaming each other but not ourselves. its just so tiring.
ARGHS I FEEL LIKE STABBING MYSELF HARD RIGHT IN THE HEART. MAYBE IT HELPS TO CURE.i dunno larh. update later. no fucking mood now.
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;i am
afraid